I’m Tired.

Someone said I am lazy.... At first it hurt coz it’s something I always tell myself too... But what I realized is I’m tired. I used to pride myself on being a warrior, on being resilient, but lately everything seems so upside down that I’m so tired. I want to sleep and not wake up to the way things are, and if I have to, I’ll rather not wake up anymore... Smiles

Sounds suicidal right?!

I never imagined I’ll get to this point in my life where I’ll throw in the towel. I really am drained to the last drop of blood. It doesn’t look like there’s hope anywhere. That title above is what I’d have texted someone if I actually had someone to talk to, but I don’t. Actually I do, and by this I mean I have someone whom I’ve shown myself to so I can conveniently express what’s going on with me, but unfortunately for me, the level of this person’s interest in me is so low, that I feel extremely unwanted and definitely not needed. There’s no other way to express how I feel than, I AM TIRED, of Everything!