My Power is Nothing Without My Voice.

I thought I was attaining perfection by putting up with disrespect in my relationships . By saying “Okay” to everything whether it favored me or not, I thought I was establishing myself as the right woman for every man. Little did I know I was killing my self esteem slowly. I eventually lost my voice... I allowed myself to be stepped on, ridiculed, disrespected and i still stayed. I always thought I did all these things because of love, but I realized eventually that it’s because I’m scared of losing anyone again after my mother. And growing up without a father figure worsened it... I didn’t just lose someone, I lost my voice, lost my identity. And putting up with just about anything in the relationships I had been in, made me question my worth, time and time again, despite knowing that I was just perfect the way I am. And even when I tried to point out the things I didn’t like, I was eventually always cornered to forgive and “accept”(I never forget things)... My fear of losing someone has made me lose my voice, my self esteem, my zeal... And what hurts most is I became so vulnerable despite knowing the powers I wield.... But now that I know better, I’ll make sure to find myself and my voice because at the end of the day, My Power is nothing without my Voice!

Been a while here guys.

My apologies for going off the way I did... Today’s post is one of the reasons I went off that way and the truth is I’m just even realizing it... I was experiencing a writing block for a while since last year(Oh! Happy New Year My Lovers😊), but I couldn’t figure out why... I’m slowly beginning to realize... So I might not be consistent for some time but I’ll be back fully soon, I Promise...

I hope today’s post helps someone out there realize the Power of their Voice too and you learn to start Using it.... Even I am learning how to use my voice... Someday, I’ll evolve completely from Fear to Strength and I hope that we all evolve from our weaknesses into strength...

This is my truth guys and I want it to help someone and remind you that you are not alone in whatever you’re feeling... Our emotions aren’t something we should sweep under the mat... And I know it’s really hard to find someone whom we can trust with our emotions but there’ll always be someone who truly cares... And I care too, so feel free to leave a message in my inbox if you ever need to talk to someone, I promise to be there.

So guys, it feels good to be back(even if it’s partially 😅). I trust that 2021 has been real good so far(I want to hear from you all, so please leave your comments ✨).

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Till I come your way next time,

I remain yours, Truly,

-REINA-